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So yeah earlier today I was sitting in my office crispy-fried and unable to concentrate on my work and so I decided to enter random words into Google in a sort of Charles Bernstein approach to information gathering and this resulted in my discovering some really intriguing conspiracy theories.
Seems that in 1995, way back when I was poor and driving a green 1979 Datsun B-210 hatchback around at 3 AM delivering newspapers to suburbia before editing and laying out The Sun magazine so that I could mail most of my income off in student loan payments�or was I already producing academic journals by then?�Claudia Mullen gave the following testimony to a US presidential advisory committee investigating post-WWII government radiation experiments:
Between the years 1957 and 1984 I became a pawn in the government's game. Its ultimate goal was mind control and to create the perfect spy, all through the use of chemicals, radiation, drugs, hypnosis, electric shock, isolation in tubs of water, sleep deprivation, brainwashing, verbal, physical, emotional and sexual abuse. I was exploited unwittingly for nearly three decades of my life and the only explanations given to me were that the end justifies the means and I was serving my country in their bold effort to fight communism. I can only summarize my circumstances by saying they took an already abused seven-year-old child and compounded my suffering beyond belief.
The saddest part is, I know for a fact I was not alone. There were countless other children in my same situation and there was no one to help us until now. I have already submitted as much information as possible including conversations overheard at the agencies responsible. I am able to report all of this to you in such detail because of my photographic memory and the arrogance of the people involved.
They were certain they would always control my mind. Although the process of recalling these atrocities is not an easy one, nor is it without some danger to myself and my family, I feel the risk is worth taking.
Dr. L. Wilson Greene, [who] received $50 million dollars from the Edgewood Chemical and Radiology Laboratory as part of the TSD, or Technical Science Division of the CIA, once described to Dr. Charles Brown that "children were used as subjects because they were more fun to work with and cheaper too." They needed lower profile subjects than soldiers and government people so only young willing females would do. Besides, he said, "I like scaring them."
In 1958 they told me I was to be tested by some important doctors from the ... Human Ecology Society, and I was instructed to cooperate. I was told not to look at anyone's faces, and to try hard to ignore any names because this was a very secret project. I was told all these things to help me forget.
Naturally, as most children do, I did the opposite and remembered as much as I could. A Dr. John Gittinger tested me, Dr. Cameron gave me the shock, and Dr. Greene the X-rays. Then I was told by Sid Gottlieb that "I was ripe for the big A," meaning ARTICHOKE.
By the time I left to go home, just like every time from then on, I would remember only whatever explanations Dr. Robert G. Heath, of Tulane Medical University, gave me for the odd bruises, needle marks, burns on my head, fingers, and even the genital soreness. I had no reason to think otherwise. They had already begun to control my mind.
The next year I was sent to a lodge in Maryland called Deep Creek Cabins to learn how to sexually please men. I was taught how to coerce them into talking about themselves. It was Richard Helms, who was Deputy Director of the CIA, Dr. Gottlieb, Capt. George White, and Morris Allan who all planned on filling as many high government agency officials and heads of academic institutions and foundations as possible so that later when the funding for mind control and radiation started to dwindle, projects would continue.
I was used to entrap many unwitting men, including themselves, all with the use of a hidden camera. I was only nine years old when the sexual humiliation began. I overheard conversations about part of the Agency called ORD, which I found out was Office of Research and Development. It was run by Dr. Greene, Dr. Steven Aldrich, Martin Orne, and Morris Allan. Once a crude remark was made by Dr. Gottlieb about a certain possible leak in New Orleans involving a large group of retarded children who had been given massive doses of radiation. He asked why was Wilson so worried about a few retarded kids, after all they would be the least likely to spill the beans.
There�s the artichoke, the grassy knoll, the Franklin cover-up, project paper clip, MK ultra, and bohemian groove, the conspiracy of silence (a sex scandal involving children at Boystown), the finders, The church of set, and Cathy O'Brien�s two books citing ritualized sexual abuse and Dick Cheney�s abnormally large dick (although let us note upfront that O�Brien turned her claims into a successful book tour featuring Mark Philips, a neurolinguistic programmer who also made money from the tour).
So yeah now I�m looking around this dive wondering if any of these folks drop phrases such as �Project Paper Clip� and �Bohemian Groove� into the ears of other beer-drinkers, trying to convince them that this stuff is real.
4:16 p.m. - 2006-3-30
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